I try to let go of my fears

I want to love you like i should

If i could let myself go

If life would be a little more simple

If I knew what was next

I could finally tell you

I love you

and mean it.

Someone

I need you 

That someone that truly understands

The one that gets it 

Others butter up where life stands

The one that will always be there

Let's fly away tonight and forget this world.

Even if only in our minds

Even if physically we are still here

Let's fly away tonight and forget this world.

Pain keeps going on and on

Forever it stays 

Forever it hurts

I won't hurt you if you don't hurt me

Stay in my heart as if it where the only safe place

Left on earth.

People who inspire me:

Kat Von D

 (Tattoo artist at High Voltage.)

Amy Lee

(Lead singer of Evanescence)

Corey Taylor

(Lead singer of Stone Sour & Slipknot) 

Adriana Lima

(Supermodel and Angel for Victoria's Secret)

Candice Swanepoel

(Supermodel and Angel for Victoria's Secret)

When it gets hard 

Looking for an outlet

seems to be easy

Looking for the right outlet

can be hell

Why take the easy way out?

Stop looking for happiness

Make it happen. 

It may come in the darkest hour

It may come when you don't want it

Learn to take every opportunity to be happy

Life is all about the mountains

It is going to be a journey we never forget

Sometimes life gets hard.

We can all admit this no matter what our background is. We cannot control life and what it may throw at us. When we look behind us we stop and are forced to think of the bad. If we focus on the future it can make us frustrated and sometimes even depressed bc we have no direction. Happiness is not something that lasts forever. Even though we expect it to. It is a word for a temporary feeling. whether you heard a joke or saw something funny, it is all temporary. It is a moment you get that makes you smile. We cannot depend on another person to make us happy. If you do it is selfish. Think about the person you are either with or just friends with, are you friends with them for your own pleasure or because you actually want to make them happy or feel good?  We all lose people, either from death or other reasons. I cannot sit here and say everything is going to be perfectly fine because I would be lying to you and myself. I cannot say that I have the meaning of life or the right reason to live or answer any of your questions. Think about those questions you have about life, do you want them to be answered a certain way? if yes then why not answer them yourself so you never have to ask someone else. If you feel like running away right now, I totally understand! I have always ran away from life and it is a normal feeling. But sometimes we need to face our problems. Sometimes even thinking about suicide is another way of running away. It gets better when you find what you want in life and strive for it. I can say that much.